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Thursday, September 6, 2012

Lessons I'M Learning in the Dark

What a week it has been. Throughout these past couple of days I've been so focused on certain fears that I have. I with my own Strength have allowed them to debilite and cripple me. I continued to give it to God but then something would happen to cause my Fears to take it right back. It occured to me that I am not Content; even though God's word tells me to be Content in Every SITUATION. I was FEARFUL Even though Scripture tells me to Cast all my Anxieties on HIM.
In the Calmess I feel him Gently remind ME I am HERE. I AM HERE MY DAUGHTER!!! I GOT THIS.
I Desire so much to be CONTENT in EVERY Situation. No matter what comes my way. God has met every SINGLE pne of my Needs. Even recently providing a Car for me; and so much more. I want to be a woman who wakes up every Morning feeling Blessed no matter what.
The Cold Hard Facts is that I am one BROKEN Child of GOD. But I am so Grateful that we have a Father that hears the Cry of the Broken.  I dont have all the Answers but my God does.
So I choose
To no longer Live a Life wih Regrets and Fears I am reminded everyday how Life is Short. I want ro make the most of it.
To Hunger and Thirst for GOD
To Look to Him and wait for his will not Man
TO Seek TRUTH
TO be a Faithful child of God, Daughter, Sister, Friend.

To Live Like That To be Jesus to the Least of us. To be Love to Everyone. Where Everything I say and do points to Jesus Christ.
BLESSINGS!!

Friday, April 6, 2012

Sometimes Life does not end up the way you thought it would. I remeber as a little girl Having a Plan for my Life. I would envision myself being married with a couple of kids (by now) and being in a stay at home mom or in a sucessful carrer (possibly on the mission field). The thing is that I had forgotten the biggest equation in my life GOD!!! Yes I have always given my Life over to God, but I had really thought that was God wanted for me.

But here's the thing it's ok. God is teaching me that is ok. I am now at a point in my life where everything that I Have and Am is in God's hands. I AM HIS!!!! And he is God. Yes I am not where I thought I would be at 30. Over the past months God has been teaching me several things. Yes there has been Frustration and Tears (on my part) but there has been a simple call. To give up EVERYTHING!!!! My Family, Job, Finances, Wants, Failures, Victories. Once again I am placing him God as the King of not only part of my life but all of my life. God is so GREAT!!! Some of the things he has taught my lately Are:
1. To Wait on HIM
2. To Let GO
3. That I can't live my life around making people Happy!! (big one)
4. That God is up to Something bigger (I just can't see that picture right now)
5. That my Daddy loves me and He is Ever Present. That he is not Done yet.
6. That no situation is HOPELESS!!! With God
As I think and write about all these things I have been Learning. I reminded on Good Friday that Christ came that we may have Life and have it ABUNDANTLY!! Life is Great we don't have to walk it Alone. All because of What Christ did for us on the Cross. I can come Bodly to the foot of this Cross and Surrendure Everything to Him. I know that I still have alot to Learn. But I am ready for this part of my Journey. And although I know it won't be easy. I am ready and Excited to see what he has in Store for me. Through it all May I make a Difference in this crazy World for his KINGDOM!!