Sometimes Life does not end up the way you thought it would. I remeber as a little girl Having a Plan for my Life. I would envision myself being married with a couple of kids (by now) and being in a stay at home mom or in a sucessful carrer (possibly on the mission field). The thing is that I had forgotten the biggest equation in my life GOD!!! Yes I have always given my Life over to God, but I had really thought that was God wanted for me.

But here's the thing it's ok. God is teaching me that is ok. I am now at a point in my life where everything that I Have and Am is in God's hands. I AM HIS!!!! And he is God. Yes I am not where I thought I would be at 30. Over the past months God has been teaching me several things. Yes there has been Frustration and Tears (on my part) but there has been a simple call. To give up EVERYTHING!!!! My Family, Job, Finances, Wants, Failures, Victories. Once again I am placing him God as the King of not only part of my life but all of my life. God is so GREAT!!! Some of the things he has taught my lately Are:
1. To Wait on HIM
2. To Let GO
3. That I can't live my life around making people Happy!! (big one)
4. That God is up to Something bigger (I just can't see that picture right now)
5. That my Daddy loves me and He is Ever Present. That he is not Done yet.
6. That no situation is HOPELESS!!! With God
As I think and write about all these things I have been Learning. I reminded on Good Friday that Christ came that we may have Life and have it ABUNDANTLY!! Life is Great we don't have to walk it Alone. All because of What Christ did for us on the Cross. I can come Bodly to the foot of this Cross and Surrendure Everything to Him. I know that I still have alot to Learn. But I am ready for this part of my Journey. And although I know it won't be easy. I am ready and Excited to see what he has in Store for me. Through it all May I make a Difference in this crazy World for his KINGDOM!!